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I teach an
art seminar for seniors at Harvard. One peculiarity of my own education
is that I barely have any. I'm one of those '60s dropouts you read
about, and I never took an art course in my life. This background
made me incredibly nervous about teaching, but it has gone all right.
I'm fascinated
by the problem of teaching artists in college, because, What is
an artist? An artist, in my experience, is a man or woman of unusual
talent and peculiar, highly individual sensibility, with an independent
and probably contrarian mind, driven by mysterious passions for
which another word is neurosis. In getting from point A to point
B, the neurotic goes via point Q. It's in that roundabout that people
are either completely crippled and hopeless in life, or highly creative.
The artist
is a strange being. I think it's safe to say that a real artist
is conscious of having a personal singularity that is partly a blessing
and partly a curse. An artist enjoys and suffers from isolation.
As solitude, isolation can nurture. It can also destroy.
Artists are
people who are subject to irrational convictions of the sacred.
Baudelaire said that an artist is a child who has acquired adult
capacities and discipline. Art education should help build those
capacities and that discipline without messing over the child. By
child, I do not mean childish behavior -- I mean the irrational
conviction of the sacred.
Everything
that would begin to make somebody a good student would tend to make
him or her a poor artist, and vice versa. I'm well aware of this
as a problem -- particularly at Harvard, because at Harvard, the
students are, by definition, the best in the world. That's who they
select. It's certainly a luxury for teaching. The students can actually
all write, which is astounding. One of my fellow teachers there
once said, "It's amazing, these kids. You can throw the stick
as far as you want to in the swamp, and they'll bring it back every
time." But along with that comes a cageyness and an all-too-ready
ability to beguile teachers.
I have what
I call a "gang theory" of education. All gangs are formed
by individuals who, for one reason or another, are misfits, wander
to the margin by themselves, discover each other, discover other
people like themselves. They bond together. If all they have in
common is that alienation, they're a very dangerous group of kids.
But if they have some aspiration in common, they can be intensely
creative. In a way, everybody does this growing up. Every age group
is a cohort -- particularly in our culture, which is intensely generational.
When we grow up, we tend to trust only those who share our exact
historic and cultural period, who watch the same television shows
with the same attitudes. Childhood, for everyone, is more than formative.
It's a trove of spiritual material for a lifetime. But this is especially
true of artists.
Gang members
are extremely competitive, but not with each other. They pool their
resources, their information, their knowledge, and attack the world.
Teams work this way, too, but I like the concept of the gang because,
with art, there has to be an element of condoned anarchy. You can't
measure creative development by criteria that are like crisply executed
football plays. Coaching a gang, it seems to me, one must concede
the role of judging individual worth to the group.
In a gang --
of art students, say -- everybody knows without saying who is the
best. It's very primitive, very hierarchical, in the way wild animals
are hierarchical. Everyone knows who's best, who's second best.
There's a lot of doubt about who's third best, because everybody
else thinks they're third best. Except for one person who is absolutely
hopeless. This person, as a mascot and scapegoat, is cherished by
everyone.
The problem
is: How do you nurture a gang in academe? I don't think academia
should take much responsibility for this. A college education is,
and should be, people wanting typical careers in the structure of
the world. Education must not distort itself in service to the tiny
minority of narcissistic and ungrateful misfits who are, or might
be, artists.
What I want
to know from students, and I ask them right away, is, What do you
want? I don't care what it is. I want to help you get it. If you
don't know what you want, that's normal at your age. And I will
feel your pain -- up to a point. But if you don't know what you
want past a certain point, then we're just chattering, we're wasting
the taxpayers' or your parents' money. This is fine. It happens
all the time. But it's depressing.
My aim is to
help kids realize that they're artists already, or that maybe they
don't really want to do it, which is more than fine. They've saved
themselves a lot of grief, and they can get on with their lives.
I tell them that I'm not interested in educating their minds, I'm
interested in sophisticating them, which is different. Sophistication
is knowledge that's acquired in the course of having a purpose.
You know why you want the information at the moment that you put
your hand on it. You're not just storing it up for a rainy day.
And what are
you learning about in my seminar? You're learning about the course
of art, the course of society, the course of the world, the course
of your life. You are joining a conversation. You do not prepare
to join a conversation. You come up to the edge of it and listen
and kind of get the beat, then you jump in. And maybe if you jump
in too soon, everyone's going to give you a look and you'll slink
off and come back later. It's to get this conversation going among
a group of people, when they're students -- that's what I'd like
to be able to do. It's a very messy process.
Aspects of
sophistication. Love and style. Spirituality and street smarts.
Why do you need street smarts? Shrewdness? Toughness? It's to protect
something soft that is going to be in danger if it's exposed at
the wrong time and place. It's to protect a soul. But to protect
your soul, you have to have one to start with. There's nothing that
can be done about that in a seminar.
The role of
the teacher in gang theory is to throw red meat through the bars
of their cage. My particular expertise is savviness about the New
York art world, so that's what I share. With another teacher, it
would be something else. There's nothing innately relevant or innately
irrelevant to an artist. If their minds and spirits can't put the
stuff in order, then they're not artists. Very often the flashiest,
most seemingly talented person turns out to be not an artist at
all, and some hopeless klutz ends up being Jackson Pollock.
A lot of education
is like teaching marching; I try to make it more like dancing. Education
is this funny thing. You deal for several years with organized information,
and then you go out into the world and you never see any of that
ever again. There's no more organized information. I'm trying to
establish within my seminars disorganized information, which students
can start practicing their moves on.
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